everyplace! three new lives in the lives of people i enjoy, just in the past week. intense, for sure, but everyone seems very joyful and excited for the future.
watched the bridge last night, perhaps that has placed a bit of a damper on my overall outlook. the golden gate is so beautiful and vibrant; such a grand contrast to the calm, blue depths below. and then there is the fog. stunning. i couldn't image ending my life in such a paradoxical and pretty place. it doesn't seem correct.
its raining, carol is gone. school is getting heated, and i couldn't be less inspired.
i can't remember the last time i've felt this depressed.
maybe that's not the right word. underwhelmed?
april showers.
No comments:
Post a Comment